Insofar that we should be close by changers-n-mash, literature
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Insofar that we should be close
insofar that we should be close for close we strive to be tight knit a small close. Insular, safe happy sounds simple, but unmundane, quiet music routine. Muddy dogs bark, sniff, scratch, and spriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiint about. Lounging with aching minds and tired bodies apart but intertwined in space and time shuteye. Thus distance does feel far far beyond imagining ocean and sea-not measured just- but extreme and so stark contrast now here. Emotions spill betwixt straw-fingered grasps for fixes and pails at the chasm of a bucket on one’s head – Dear Lisa, Dearest Lisa, the words never spoke shall be shed. In visible tears for my love that fall well- spring forth sunflowers soon soon.
On days when words falter,
When there is no too much “I love you”
and kisses are wishes of constant us
thus never ‘part lips-words falter.
Eyes close; see invisible no-you-I
for closeness is more than intertwine
and heartbeat rest
be still and know we.
They say one day words will cease.
Still, we will know love
even this is beautiful by changers-n-mash, literature
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even this is beautiful
Muted tones of chirpy songs and quiet replies,
punctuated by toilet breaks and
grunts of playful frigid hands;
return to kisses of bad breath and bitten lip.
And beautiful beginnings smile in the stillness after rain
gentle morning hues of bedroom warmth
to laughter and mischievous eyes close and kisses… kisses... kisses
that wish for always and forever and not end.
But loving tears were (nearly unseen) caught
and held between the soft breast of here and now–
tomorrow, “even this is beautiful” she said,
and Goodbye has never stopped heartbreak.
and in the quiet, the patter of rain... by changers-n-mash, literature
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and in the quiet, the patter of rain...
Wrapped in comfort, of flaws, of humanity,
of lampshades and duckegg,
of warm hands and gentle lips,
of soft words and cold feet
and mistakes and laughs tumbling out to play
on creamy skin of wheat and whey,
between kisses and hand-holding
in circles around swaying pillars and arches, breathless
resting his forehead against her neck, eyes closed,
arms across her chest drew her in,
breathing closeness
and fighting sleep; and in the quiet,
the patter of rain sounded…
love.
And tentatively, I tell her so, because I am shy by changers-n-mash, literature
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And tentatively, I tell her so, because I am shy
Despite siren songs and half-closed eyes,
early morning light will always be
more romantic and sensuous, and I
tell her so; and she says to me
how I always say things in such a sexy way.
Though sense never chose her, never chose words,
for sex or sensibility, still I yearn to stay
by her fingertips, for her skin – for her.
And love her wit, her scent, her hair
And draw her close, breathe in as much of her as my desperate lungs will – hold
my breath… like the stillness of summer air,
hoping to keep this memory in my heart,
so I will carry her in my heart(I carry it in my heart).
And tentatively, I tell her so,
because I am
Ours is a death by drudgery by changers-n-mash, literature
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Ours is a death by drudgery
Every morning, her Kraken-like lips yawn cavernous
with soporific starts and smothered dreams. She holds me under
waves of snooze that squeeze every last drop of willpower
until I wash up on the cold steel basin once again.
Treated with burnt toast and bitter coffee in silence
cut only by the uncaring clickety-clack of exo-skeleton,
she dyes and embalms any prospect of excitement
with routine and repetition; rinse and repeat, rinse and repeat...
The clasp of her carpals and metacarpals stills my pen,
and the gentle caress of chalkboard nails tears me away
to gaze at vacuous orbits behind shadowed eyelids
so words fall like dead stars and
You were rain that pours and never stops by changers-n-mash, literature
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You were rain that pours and never stops
You were rain that pours and never stops,
never roars, and is never still.
You were the sighs and smiles of shores
that breathe.
You were the wind that swayed
the waves of gold wheat where I hid
but did not live; did not live until your words
were whispered into them.
You were the gracious moon that waxed
and waned so the stars could be seen
and I, dog eared and fox eyed,
was caught by the constellation of you.
For I shied and shrunk from the sun,
that shone too bright, too brilliant,
until I learnt to set my heart upon the dying light
but now it is night and you were hello
and I was ever a constant goodbye.
I’m tired of how I always write about love, so I wrote this piece about love. I’ve always hated how all my poetry and prose was always about me, even when it was about you, about us.
And some days I feel like backspacing everything I’ve written because words and writing just don’t quite cut it compared to living but the living that I’m doing doesn’t quite compare to what I’ve written, or writing still.
And then I just wanted to write and then I couldn’t so I did anyways, and I’m kind of sorry about that because my writing makes me sad, it made you sad too, even when it made us happy as